Walk Without Feet 02

The first question:
Osho,
Do you believe in you?
Do you believe in God?
Who is God?
No, I don’t believe in me. I cannot, because I am not. There is nobody to be believed in, and nobody to believe in it either.
If you believe in yourself, you believe in an illusion. The very belief will prevent you from knowing reality. Once you start believing in an illusion, you start losing contact with the real. To know the real, all illusions have to be dropped – and the greatest illusion of all is the ego, the “I.”
You ask me, “Do you believe in you?” No, not at all. That’s why I am able to know.
You ask, “Do you believe in God?” No again – because to believe in God is not to know him. Belief is always out of ignorance. Those who don’t know, they believe. If you know, what is the point of believing? When you know, you know!
You don’t believe in the morning sun. You don’t believe in the trees and in the mountains. You need not! You know the sun is there. You know the people are there, you know the trees are there. There is no question of belief. Why do you believe in God? – because you don’t know.
You substitute belief for knowledge. And you hide your ignorance behind the belief. The belief gives you a pretension of knowing. All beliefs are pretensions; all beliefs are deceptions. Whom are you deceiving? You yourself are deceived.
When a man says, “I believe in God,” he is saying he has not been able to know God – that’s all he is saying. He is not strong enough to say it that way. He is not strong enough to see his own ignorance and accept it. Hence, he says, “I believe in God.” What is the need of believing in God if you know?
Knowledge never becomes belief; knowledge remains knowledge. Ignorance tries to become belief. Remember always: whenever you believe, it is just to hide your ignorance. It is a cheap knowledge that belief gives.
I don’t believe in God – because any relationship of belief is a wrong relationship. I know God, but to know God the only requirement is that I should not be. The moment you disappear, God appears. Only when you are spacious enough to contain him, when you are no longer there occupying the inner space – in fact, an absence of yourself is the presence of God.
Remember: you will never meet God. You cannot because the meeting will mean you are real and God is also real – then there will be two realities, not one. And reality is one. If you are, God cannot be. If God is, you cannot be.
And the third thing you ask: “Who is God?” God is not a “Who?” He is not a person. God is the totality, the sum total of the whole existence. God is not somebody: God is “allness.”
I am God, you are God – everybody is God, all is God. In fact, to use the word God is not right. There is godliness and no God at all. To be really true to reality, godliness is the right word to use, not God. The moment you say “God,” many things arise out of that word.
First: God becomes a person – and God is not a person. God is impersonal existence; God is impersonal “beingness.” Once you say “God,” God becomes a “he” – that is male chauvinistic, that is ugly. God is neither a “he” nor a “she.” And if you decide to use “he” or “she,” then “she” is far better – because “she” includes “he,” but the “he” does not include “she.” “She” is far bigger – naturally so. Man is born out of the woman. The woman can contain the man, the man cannot contain the woman. The man has no womb to contain anything.
But both are wrong. God is neither man nor woman because he is not a person at all.
Then what is God? Don’t ask, “Who is God?” Ask “What is God?” Life is God. Love is God. Light is God. It is an existential experience. You never come across God like an object. You come across godliness – like an inner upsurge. Something blooms in you, and you cannot even find the flower, just a fragrance. God is not a flower but a fragrance.
I cannot indicate where God is, who God is. I can simply relate my experience of the fragrance to you.
Existence is full of godliness. Everything is divine – the flowers, the birds, the rocks, the rivers. It is not that you have to create a temple for God and a church for God – that is stupid because God is everywhere! For whom are you creating the temple and the church and the mosque? If you want to pray, you can pray anywhere. Wherever you bow down, you bow down to God because none else exists.
You will have to understand my language. Belief is a dirty word here. And by belief you are prevented from knowing; you are not helped. It is because of belief that man is divided. It has not helped man’s spiritual growth; it has been one of the greatest barriers. It is belief that divides you as a Christian, a Hindu, a Mohammedan. It is belief that divides the earth. It is belief that creates wars.
The moment you believe, you are no longer one with humanity: you are a Christian or a Hindu or a Mohammedan. You have become ugly, you are poisoned. And now you will be continuously fighting for your belief. All these people fighting for their beliefs are blind people fighting for their belief in light – and nobody knows what light is.
I have heard…

A policeman was walking his beat when he saw two men fighting and a little boy standing alongside them crying, “Daddy, Daddy!”
The officer pulled the two men apart and, turning to the boy, asked, “Which one is your father, lad?”
“I don’t know,” the boy said, rubbing the tears from his eyes, “That’s what they’re fighting about.”

Do you really know who God is? You don’t know even who you are – how can you know who God is? You have not even become acquainted with the closest reality that is beating in your heart, that is breathing in you, that is alive in you – and you are thinking to become acquainted with the totality of existence? The infinite, the vast, the eternal? And you have not even been able to have a taste of your own being. You have not even tasted a single drop of the sea, and you want to taste the whole sea?
And you never go to the sea! You go to the scriptures. You never go to the sea – you go to the priests. And then you create belief, and the belief comes out of your fear, not out of your love, not out of your knowing, not out of your experience – it simply comes out of your fear. You believe because alone you feel afraid; because you are childish, you want somebody to hang on to, to cling to. You need a father figure, so that you can always look up to him, so that you can always throw the responsibility, so that you can always cry and weep and remain helpless.
It is out of your fear that you have created God. And a God created out of fear is ill, it is pathological. It will not bring you well-being: it will make you more and more pathological.
The so-called religious man is almost pathological; he is neurotic. Go to the monasteries, look around with open eyes, and you will be simply surprised that in the name of religion a thousand and one kinds of pathologies are practiced. People don’t become healthy and whole – they become more and more helpless, more and more frightened, more and more eccentric. Of course, their neurosis is such that it is respected.
Freud is right when he says that religion is a collective neurosis. I agree with him. The so-called religions are neurotic. If a single person behaves in that way, you will think he is mad; but if a big crowd behaves in that same way, you think it is religious.
Just the other night I was talking about a follower of Mahatma Gandhi; his name was Professor Bhansali. He took a vow of silence. Now, the real silence never arises out of vows. The very phenomenon of the vow indicates that the silence is imposed, false, pseudo, violent; otherwise, there is no need to take a vow. If you have understood the beauty of silence, you will simply be silent. Why take a vow? Why decide for tomorrow? Why say that “From now onward I will remain silent and I will not speak a single word”? Against whom are you taking the vow?
If you have known the beauty of silence, if you have experienced the joy of it, if you have melted in it, if you have flown in it, what is the point? You never take a vow that “I will love my whole life – I take the vow.” You don’t take a vow that “I will eat my whole life.” You don’t take a vow that “I will go on breathing till I die.” This will look foolish. You enjoy love – there is no need to take a vow. People take vows for celibacy, not for love. Why? – because celibacy is unnatural, imposed. When celibacy is also natural, spontaneous, no vow is taken.
Now this man, Professor Bhansali – I knew the man – took a vow of silence, went to the Himalayas. For two years, three years, he remained in silence. It was a hard struggle; it was a continuous fight with himself – it was repression, great repression. He must have become split: the one who is trying to impose the vow and the one, the natural one, who wants to have a little chit-chat with people, or to talk, or to relate, communicate.
One night he was sleeping and somebody in the darkness walked over him. He was fast asleep. In sleep you cannot remember your vow. He shouted, “Who are you? Are you blind or something? Can’t you see I am sleeping here?” Then he remembered that he had broken his vow. Naturally, he felt very guilty; great guilt arose in him. He had taken a vow and he had broken it! And he was really a masochist – otherwise, why should one take the vow of being silent?
Talking, communicating to people is such a joy. Why should one become enclosed in one’s being? This is morbid. But now he was guilty – to punish himself he started eating cow dung. But that was not enough. To punish himself, he sewed up his lips with copper wire. Even that was not enough – insanity knows no limits. He jumped into a cactus bush and rolled naked, thousands of thorns in his body, and he would not allow the thorns to be removed by anybody. There were wounds and wounds all over the body.
But he became very famous – he became a mahatma. People started coming toward him, worshipping him. Now, what will you call this man? Will you call him a mahatma? If you have any senses left in you, you will call him pathological. He needs psychiatric treatment, maybe electric shocks; he needs psychoanalysis. But he was a famous disciple of Mahatma Gandhi – just next to Mahatma Gandhi.
This has been happening down through the ages. There have been Christian saints who have been beating themselves every morning, wounding their bodies; and people would come to worship them and to see who was wounding himself more. And the person who was wounding himself more than others, of course, was a greater saint.
Now, these people who were wounding themselves, killing themselves slowly, they were pathological; and the people who used to come to see them, they were also pathological. The saints were masochists and the onlookers and the worshippers were sadists – they were both in a subtle ill state of affairs.
There have been saints who cut off their genital organs. There have been women saints who cut off their breasts. What will you call these people? But they live according to the belief – they are believers.
Man has to get rid of all this type of stupid religiousness. Man has to get rid of all this nonsense that has persisted down the ages. It is because of this nonsense that religion has not become part of everybody’s life.
No, religion need not be based on belief. Religion has to be based on experience – not on fear but on love; not on negation of life but on affirmation of life. Religion has not to be a belief – it has to be a knowing, an experiencing. That’s why I say belief is a dirty word here. Knowing, loving, being – these are real words.
And, belief hinders them: you cannot know if you believe, you cannot love if you believe, you cannot see if you believe. And remember: I am not saying that you have to disbelieve, because disbelief is again belief. The atheist and the theist are not different – they are in the same boat, they are fellow travelers. The theist believes God is, the atheist believes God is not – but both believe. Their beliefs are antagonistic, but as far as belief is concerned both are believers. There is not much difference.
What I am saying is that neither belief nor disbelief is needed – because you don’t know, so how can you believe? And you don’t know, so how can you disbelieve? When belief and disbelief are both dropped, there is silence. When belief and disbelief have both disappeared, you are open to truth; then you don’t have any prejudice, then your mind is no longer projecting. Then you become receptive.
Neither believe nor disbelieve. Just be watchful, receptive, open – and you will know.
And what you call that knowing does not matter – whether you call it God, or you call it enlightenment, or you call it nirvana, does not matter. These words are just words. Any word will do: xyz will do. But first you have to get rid of belief and disbelief.
Getting rid of belief and disbelief, you get rid of the mind. And only a state of no-mind comes to know. The state of no-mind is blissful.

The second question:
Osho,
Isn’t Shankaracharya enlightened? Then why did you drop the proposed series of talks on him?
He is enlightened, perfectly enlightened. My dropping of the proposed series of talks does not mean that I am saying he is not enlightened. But his expression is run of the mill, very ordinary, mundane, traditional, conventional. His expression of his experience is ordinary.
Buddha’s expression is extraordinary. Buddha’s expression is special. That does not mean that their experiences are lower or higher – no. Enlightenment is enlightenment – there is no higher, no lower. What Buddha knows, Shankaracharya knows.
It is like this: you go to the Himalayas; you see the beauty of the Himalayas and the virgin silence, and those peaks covered for millions of years by pure snow – you feel it in every pore of your being; your every fiber vibrates with that benediction that the Himalayas is. You come back and somebody asks, “Would you please paint a little picture so I can see something of your experience? I have not been fortunate enough to go to the Himalayas, but can’t you paint a little picture?” Now there will be differences.
If a van Gogh had gone to the Himalayas, he would have painted a totally different kind of picture; if you paint, it will not be a van Gogh – you don’t know how to paint. Still you have been to the Himalayas as much as van Gogh has.
Or somebody says to you, “Can’t you sing a song about your experience?” Now, songs will be different…they are bound to be different. A poet will be able to sing beautifully, will be able to compose poetry. Your poem will not be much of a poem; at the most a limerick – it cannot be great art. It will depend on your skill.
Buddha is a van Gogh of that world, so is Tilopa, so is Saraha, so is Hakuin. These are aristocrats of that world. Shankara is ordinary. Even when I chose him, I had chosen very reluctantly. I was thinking to drop many sutras. There are a few diamonds, but ninety-nine percent is rubbish. If you search deep enough you will find a few diamonds, but ninety-nine percent is valueless.
Buddha’s sayings are all diamonds – you will not find any rubbish at all. In Shankara you may be able to miss the diamonds, but in Buddha it is impossible to miss, it is almost impossible to miss. You can miss one, you can miss two, you can miss three – how can you miss so many diamonds? A row of diamonds?
Shankara is as enlightened as Buddha is, but his expression is mediocre. That’s why he has impressed the Indians very much! Buddha has not impressed them; Buddha remained so high that he passed over their heads. Shankara has impressed them very much. Shankara is one of the most important names in Hinduism. Buddha has no place. What happened?
The mediocre mind found Shankara very appealing, close; there was some affinity between Shankara and the mediocre mind. And the crowd is mediocre. To understand Buddha you will have to become an individual; to understand Shankara will be difficult if you are an individual – you will have to be of the crowd.
Shankara’s statement is for the crowd. He went deep into the Indian mind; he impressed the Indian mind very much.
Buddha disappeared. The Indian mind lost track of Buddha; there was a great distance. But if you want to go to the Himalayas, why not go to Everest?
That’s why I dropped that series.

The third question:
Osho,
Why are parents so cruel to their children? Is there any sense in making them responsible? And how can one avoid making the same mistake?
Parents are cruel to their children because the parents have some investment in them. The parents have some ambitions they would like to fulfill through their children – that’s why they are cruel. They want to use the children. The moment you want to use somebody, you are bound to be cruel. In the very idea of using somebody as a means, cruelty has entered, violence has come in.
Never treat another person as a means because each person is an end unto himself.
Parents are cruel because they have ideas: they want their children to be this and that. They would like their children to be rich, famous, respected; they would like their children to fulfill their unfulfilled egos. Their children are going to be their journeys.
The father wanted to be rich but could not succeed, and now death is approaching; sooner or later he will be cut off from life. He feels frustrated: he has not yet arrived. He was still searching and seeking, and now comes death – this looks so unjust. He would like his son to carry on the work because his son represents him. He is his blood, he is his projection, his part – he is his immortality. Who knows about the soul? Nobody is definite about it. People believe, but belief is out of fear, and deep down the doubt remains.
Each belief carries the doubt in itself. Without the doubt there cannot be any belief. To repress the doubt, we create the belief – but the doubt remains gnawing in the heart like a worm in an apple; it goes on eating inside you, it rots you from the inside. Who knows about God and who knows about the soul? They may not be.
The only immortality known to man is through children – that is actual. The father knows: “I will be living in my son. I will be dead, soon I will be under the earth, but my son will be here. And my desires have remained unfulfilled.” He imposes those desires, implants those desires, in the consciousness of his son: “You have to fulfill them. If you fulfill them, I will be happy. If you fulfill them, you have paid your debts to your father. If you don’t fulfill them, you have betrayed me.”
This is from where cruelty comes in. Now the father starts molding the child according to his desire. He forgets that the child has his own soul, that the child has his own individuality, that the child has his own inner growth to unfold. The father imposes his ideas. He starts destroying the child.
And he thinks he loves: he loves only his ambition. He loves the son also because he is going to become instrumental; he will be a means. This is what cruelty is.
You ask me, “Why are parents so cruel to their children?” They cannot help it because they have ideas, ambitions, desires – unfulfilled. They want to fulfill them, they want to go on living through their children. Naturally, they prune, they cut, they mold, they give a pattern to the children. And the children are destroyed.
That destruction is bound to happen – unless a new human being arises on the earth, who loves for love’s sake; unless a new parenthood is conceived: you love the child just for the sheer joy of it, you love the child as a gift from God. You love the child because God has been so…such a blessing to you. You love the child because the child is life, a guest from the unknown who has nestled into your house, into your being, who has chosen you as the nest. You are grateful and you love the child.
If you really love the child, you will not give your ideas to the child. Love never gives any ideas, never any ideology. Love gives freedom. You will not mold. If your child wants to become a musician, you will not try to distract him. And you know perfectly well that being a musician is not the right kind of job to be in, that he will be poor, that he will never become very rich, that he will never become a Henry Ford. Or the child wants to be a poet and you know he will remain a beggar. You know it, but you accept it because you respect the child.
Love is always respectful. Love is reverence. You respect because if this is the desire of existence to be fulfilled through the child, then let it be so. You don’t interfere, you don’t come in the way. You don’t say, “This is not right. I know life more, I have lived life – you are just ignorant of life and its experiences. I know what money means. Poetry is not going to give you money. Become a politician, rather! Or at least become an engineer or a doctor.” And the child wants to become a woodcutter, or the child wants to become a cobbler, or the child simply wants to become a vagabond and he wants to enjoy life, rest under trees and on the sea beaches, and roam around the world.
You don’t interfere if you love. You say, “Okay, go with my blessings. Seek and search your truth. Be whatever you want to be. I will not stand in your way. And I will not disturb you by my experiences – because my experiences are my experiences. You are not me. You may have come through me, but you are not me – you are not a copy of me. You are not to be a copy of me. You are not to imitate me. I have lived my life – you live your life. I will not burden you with my unlived experiences. I will not burden you with my unfulfilled desires; I will keep you light. And I will help you – whatever you want to be, be with all my blessings and with all my help.”
Children come through you, but they belong to existence, they belong to the totality. Don’t possess them. Don’t start thinking as if they belong to you. How can they belong to you? Once this vision arises in you, then – then there will be no cruelty.
You ask, “Why are parents so cruel to their children? Is there any sense in making them responsible?” No, I am not saying there is any sense in making parents responsible – because they have suffered because of their parents, and so on and so forth. Understanding is needed. Finding scapegoats is of no help. You cannot simply say, “I am destroyed because my parents have destroyed me – what can I do?” I know parents are destructive, but if you become alert and aware you can get out of that pattern that they have created and woven around you.
You always remain capable of getting out of any trap that has been put around you. Your freedom may have been encaged, but the freedom is such, is so intrinsic, that it cannot be utterly destroyed. It always remains and you can find it again. Maybe it is difficult, arduous, hard, an uphill task, but it is not impossible.
There is no point in just throwing off the responsibility because that makes you irresponsible. That’s what Freudian psychoanalysis has been doing to people – that is its harm. You go to the psychoanalyst and he makes you feel perfectly good, and he says, “What can you do? Your parents were such – your mother was such, your father was such, your upbringing was wrong. That’s why you are suffering from all these problems.” You feel good – now you are no longer responsible.
Christianity has made you feel responsible for two thousand years, has made you feel guilty, feel that you are the sinner. Now psychoanalysis goes to the other extreme: it simply says you are not the sinner, you are not to feel guilty – you are perfectly okay. Forget about all guilt and forget all about sin. Others are responsible!
Christianity has done much harm by creating the idea of guilt – now psychoanalysis is doing harm from the other extreme, by creating the idea of irresponsibility.
You have to remember: the parents were doing something because they were taught to do those things – their parents had been teaching them. They were brought up by parents also; they had not come from heaven directly. So what is the point of throwing the responsibility backward? It doesn’t help; it will not help to solve any problem. It will help only to unburden you from guilt. That is good, the good part; the beneficial part of psychoanalysis is that it unburdens you from guilt. And the harmful part is that it leaves you there; it does not make you feel responsible.
To feel guilty is one thing: to feel responsible is another thing. I teach you responsibility. What do I mean by responsibility? You are not responsible to your parents, and you are not responsible to any God, and you are not responsible to any priest – you are responsible to your inner being. Responsibility is freedom! Responsibility is the idea: “I have to take the reins of my life in my own hands. Enough is enough! My parents have been doing harm – whatever they could do they have done: good and bad, they have done both. Now I have become a mature person. I should take everything in my own hands and start living the way it arises in me. I should devote all my energies to my life now.” And immediately you will feel a great strength coming to you.
Guilt makes you feel weak: responsibility makes you feel strong. Responsibility gives you heart again, confidence, trust.
That is the meaning of sannyas. Sannyas wants you to be free from Christianity, Hinduism, Jainaism, Mohammedanism, and sannyas wants you to be free from Freudian psychoanalysis and things like that too. Sannyas wants you to live your life authentically, according to your innermost voice, not according to any other voice from anywhere. Not according to the Bible or according to the Koran. If God has spoken in a certain way in the Koran, it was specifically meant for Mohammed, not for you. It was God’s dialogue with Mohammed, not with you. You will have to find your own dialogue with God. You will have to find your own Koran.
If Jesus has spoken those beautiful words, they are out of the dialogue that happened between him and the totality. Now don’t go on repeating them. They are meaningless for you. They are not born in you, they are not part of you. They are like a plastic flower: you can bring a plastic rose and hang it on a rosebush, saying, “Yes, they are like that” – it is not the same as when a roseflower comes out of the rosebush itself.
You can deceive people. Those who don’t know may be deceived. They may see so many beautiful flowers blooming on the rosebush, and they are all plastic. But you cannot deceive the rosebush – you cannot deceive yourself. You can go on repeating Jesus, but those words have not been uttered in your ears by God; they are not addressed to you. You are reading a letter addressed to somebody else. It is illegal: you should not open that envelope. You should search and find your own relationship with the totality.
That relationship I call responsibility. Response means the spontaneous capacity to relate. Response means the capacity to respond to life situations according to your heart, not according to anybody else. When you start feeling that, you become an individual. Then you stand on your own feet.
And remember, if you stand on your own feet, only then will you be able to one day walk without feet and fly without wings. Otherwise not.
And you ask, “And how can one avoid making the same mistakes?” Just try to understand those mistakes. If you see the point, why they are committed, you will not commit them. Seeing a truth is transforming. Truth liberates. Just see the point, see why your parents have destroyed you. Their wishes were good, but their awareness was not good; they were not aware people. They wanted you to be happy, certainly, they wished you all happiness. That’s why they wanted you to become a rich man, a respected man; that’s why they curbed your desires, cut your desires, molded you, patterned you, structured you, gave you a character, repressed many things, enforced many things. They did whatever they could. Their wish was right: they wanted you to be happy, although they were not aware of what they were doing, although they themselves had never known what happiness is. They were unhappy people – and unaware.
Their wish was good – don’t feel angry about them. They did whatever they could. Feel sorry for them, but never angry at them. Don’t feel any rage. They were helpless; they were caught in a certain trap. They had not known what happiness is, but they had some ideas that a happy person is one who has much money. They worked for it their whole lives; they wasted their whole lives in earning money, but they remained with that stupid idea that money brings happiness. And they tried to poison your being too. They were not thinking to poison you – they were thinking they were pouring elixir in you. Their dreams were good, their wishes were good, but they were unhappy people and unaware people – that’s why they have done harm to you.
Now be aware. Search for happiness. Find out how to be happy. Meditate, pray, love. Live passionately and intensely. If you have known happiness, you will not be cruel to anybody – you cannot be. If you have tasted anything of life, you will never be destructive to anybody. How can you be destructive to your own children? You cannot be destructive to anybody at all.
If you have known awareness, then that’s enough. You need not ask, “And how can one avoid making the same mistakes?” If you are not happy and aware, you cannot avoid making the same mistakes – you will make the same mistakes! You are bound to, you are doomed to make the same mistakes.
So I cannot give you a clue as to how to avoid – I can only give you an insight. The insight is: your parents were unhappy – please, be happy. Your parents were unaware – be aware. And those two things – awareness and happiness – are not really two things but two aspects of the same coin.
Start by being aware and you will be happy! And a happy person is a nonviolent person.
And always remember: children are not adults; you should not expect adult things from children. They are children! They have a totally different vision, a different perspective. You should not start forcing your adult attitudes upon them. Allow them to remain children because the childhood will never be again; and once lost, everybody feels nostalgia for their childhood, everybody feels those days were days of paradise. Don’t disturb them.
Sometimes it is difficult for you to accept the children’s vision – because you have lost it yourself. A child is trying to climb a tree; what will you do? You immediately become afraid – he may fall, he may break his leg, or something may go wrong. And out of your fear you rush and you stop the child. If you had known what joy it is to climb a tree, you would have helped so that the child could learn how to climb trees. You would have taken him to a school where it is taught how to climb trees. You would not have stopped him. Your fear is good – it shows love, that the child may fall, but to stop the child from climbing the tree is to stop the child from growing.
There is something essential about climbing trees. If a child has never been doing it, he will remain poor, he will miss some richness for his whole life. You have deprived him of something beautiful, and there is no other way to know about it. Later on it will become more difficult for him to climb a tree, it will look stupid or foolish or ridiculous.
Let him climb the tree. And if you are afraid, help him, go and teach him. You also climb with him! Help him learn so he doesn’t fall. And once in a while, falling from a tree is not so bad either. Rather than being deprived forever…
The child wants to go out in the rain and wants to run around the streets in the rain, and you are afraid he may catch a cold or get pneumonia or something – and your fear is right! So do something so that he is more resistant to colds. Take him to the doctor; ask the doctor what vitamins should be given to him so that he can run in the rain and enjoy and dance, and there is no fear that he will catch cold or will get pneumonia. But don’t stop him. To dance in the streets when it is raining is such a joy. To miss it is to miss something very valuable.
If you know happiness and if you are aware, you will be able to feel for the child, how he feels.
A child is jumping and dancing and shouting and shrieking, and you are reading your newspaper, your stupid newspaper. And you know what is there – it is always the same. But you feel disturbed. There is nothing in your newspaper, but you feel disturbed. You stop the child: “Don’t shout! Don’t disturb me! Daddy is doing something great – reading the newspaper.” And you stop that running energy, that flow – you stop that glow, you stop life. You are being violent.
And I am not saying that the child has always to be allowed to disturb you. But out of a hundred times, ninety times you are unnecessarily disturbed. And if you don’t disturb him those ninety times, the child will understand. When you understand the child, the child understands you – children are very, very responsive. When the child sees that he is never prevented, then when once you say, “I am doing something, please…” the child will know that it is not from a parent who is constantly looking to shout at him. It is from a parent who allows everything.
Children have a different vision.

“Now, I want it quiet” said the teacher, “so quiet you can hear a pin drop.”
A deep silence descended on the classroom. After about two minutes an anguished voice from the back shouted, “For Pete’s sake, let it drop!”

It was the little boy’s first day at school, and as soon as his mother had left him, he burst into tears. Despite all the efforts on the part of his teacher and the headmistress, he went on crying and crying until finally, just before lunch, the teacher said in exasperation, “For heaven’s sake, shut up child! It’s lunchtime now, and then in a couple more hours you’ll be going home and you’ll see your mummy again.”
At once the little boy stopped crying, “Will I?” he said. “I thought I had to stay here until I was sixteen!”

They have their vision, their understanding, their ways. Try to understand them. An understanding mind will always find a deep harmony arising between him and the child. It is the stupid, the unconscious, the non-understanding people, who go on remaining closed in their ideas and never look at the other’s vision. Children bring freshness into the world. Children are new editions of consciousness. Children are fresh entries of divinity into life. Be respectful, be understanding.
And if you are happy and alert, there is no need to be worried how to avoid, how not to commit the same mistakes – you will not commit. But then you have to be totally different from your parents. Consciousness will bring that difference.

The fourth question:
Osho,
I came to Pune because you are a master and I have been seeking for one for a long time. How can I find out whether you are my master? Will I only have to believe what you say about that or will I be able to recognize you? Somehow I am waiting for something to happen which will make my inner voice say “Yes” and surrender. My relationship with you just seems to be in my head, but I don’t feel that I can do anything to change it. Can you?
First, you say, “I came to Pune because you are a master…” Don’t believe rumors. And you say, “…I have been seeking for one for a long time.” Why are you so against a master? Why are you seeking for so long a time? Why should you be so interested in a master? For what? You should seek yourself.
If you seek yourself, you will find the master. The ancient saying is: When the disciple is ready, the master appears. How can you seek a master? You will not even be able to recognize one. You may come across…you may not be able to see.
Seek your own being. Go deeper into your own being; go deeper into your own silence. And then suddenly, when you need a master, he will appear – he always appears.
Now, you are on a wrong track. And if you are looking too much for a master, you will go on missing. At least while you are here for a few days, drop that search. Just be here and you may find. Meditate, dance, sing, and be here. Forget that search. Don’t go on looking from the corner of your eye for the master. Your very look, your very effort, your seeking, will prevent you. The very desire comes in between.
The relationship with a master is possible only when there is no desire. In a non-desiring mind it happens.
And you ask, “Will I only have to believe…?” No not at all. I am the last person to tell you to believe in me. Just be here with me, that’s enough. If you are here with me, I am going to happen to you. It is a promise – but don’t seek and search.
Enough for today.